I want milk, but am so sleepy

Last night, Arshad could not sleep. And when he cant sleep, he wants to breastfeed. Adohai. Penatnya ummi bagi susu. I think he actually drank milk every 1/2 hr. It took him 2 hrs to finally sleep.

Its time like this, makes me sort of give up to bf him. But then rasa guilty. I do hope nursing him wont hurt so much. Soon!

Doa Nabi Yunus

Since I'm housebound for at least another 26 days (this time its going to be for 40 days only.), I've been going thru some of my mom's books. And found a lot of doa's/zikir's that I think is easy to practice and remember. The one that I've always recite is doa Nabi Yunus.

Surah Al Anbiya -Ayat 87

And (remember) Dhan-Nûn (Jonah), when he went off in anger, and imagined that We shall not punish him (i.e. the calamites which had befallen him)! But he cried through the darkness (saying): Lâ ilâha illa Anta [none has the right to be worshipped but You (O Allâh)], Glorified (and Exalted) are You [above all that (evil) they associate with You]. Truly, I have been of the wrong-doers."

Doa - For those who are in anger

Sometimes, when I'm tired, not enough of sleep and food. I get very edgy. Not that I like to be that way, but I know I am like that. Its worse, when people who are close to me, nag me about this and that. And there, and then, I will utter something unforgivable that I wish didnt come out of my mouth.

Abah will usually scold me for it. Hubby will always try to keep me calm. And worse of all, if you're in confinement. Small things like that will usually make you overly emotional. I.e. it will make you cry.

Hmm.. maybe I'm like that cause I know I can get away with it. People who are close to you usually let you get away with that kind of attitude. Nonetheless, I am getting older. I should try to control my anger and emotions better kan? Macam budak2 pulak.

I found this doa in one my mom's book. I think I should amalkan this doa.

We (Allah) said: "O fire! Be you coolness and safety for Ibrahim (Abraham)!"
(Surah Al-Anbiya 21:69)